Wedding

My best friend and my sister got married today, they did it while being 600 miles away from each other. You say "how is this?". Well, they married different people. Jake married his high school sweetheart and my sister Emily married Jason, whom she met at college. All I can say is this has made me start thinking about so many things. First is that I am at the age where most people start having families and are already married - Responsible adults. Not to say that I am not responsible, I just am not married and have not even finished school yet. I have two more years of school to go, that will put me at 27 years old. Crap! Anyways, it is just making me think. I don't know what else to say. It has been a very long day and I am dead tired. I am going to have to force myself to go brush my teeth versus throwing this laptop in the floor and crawling under the sheets. Friday I finsihed my internship. When I had my exit interview my boss said that I need to work on first impressions. I guess that is true, I was looking through all the pictures that were taken on my digital camera and I am not smiling in one of them. Am I an unhappy person? NO. I am one of the biggest cutups you will ever meet but at the same time I am only that way around people I know really well. When you first meet me you may think that I am an asshole. That is just an assumption that a lot of people make. And this is one of the things that I was thinking about today and will be working on this from now on. I'm not really sure why I am that way, that's just the way it is. I'm not saying I am going to keep it up, just that I am who I am and I will work on it. I am rambling right now and it has to be in direct realtion to how tired I am. I am very very very tired. I think I already mentioned that. Alright, I think that I quit typing things worth reading about 5 minutes ago. Goodnight.

It's already over.

Tomorrow is my last full day at work. I can't believe it. The summer has flown by. It seems like it was just a couple weeks ago I was bitchin' about Billy Jacks. Well, Friday is my last day and I am only going in for a couple of hours to tye up loose ends. Later on Friday I have alot of things to do getting ready for the wedding and we have the rehersal and rehersal dinner. I can't believe Emily is getting married on Saturday! I hope things work out for her, I just think that Jason may not be able to provide for her in the way I would want. He was just fired from his job yesterday, a job that I got him. He 100% deserved to be fired and I can't believe that he would do what he did to deserve it especially when I got him the job...not a very good impression to make on the family. Anyways, Jason is 25 and has very few college hours completed and it will be atleast 4 years before he finishes school, this has caused Emily to forget about engineering and decide to go into dental hygene. I think that she made this change because she can be done in 2 years and this will bring money in while Jason is still in school. I don't think I need to say here how that makes me feel. Nicole has launched a new jewelry website that I think has the potential to take off, it's called we like beads. Well, I am heading back to Lubbock in one week and will be moving in to a new apartment. I hate moving!!! Atleast I no longer have to put up with Justin and Allyson, I really can not stand to even look at those two. That's all for now. I should be posting more frequently now that work is almost over.